Listening to: Asking Alexandria
Reading: Poems that live forever
Ive been thinking of my younger years lately :3 all because i was going through my bag today and i found a crayon in it randomly. I haven't used crayons in the lllllloooooooonnnnnnnggggggeeeeeesssssssssttttttttttt time but it made me think of when i use to. I remember when my older sister Caitlyn use to live with us and she was such a punk. She had red spiked hair, gauges, lip piercing, eyebrow piercing, and first tattoo at sixteen. I was only about 6 or 7 when she told me to flip off the camera as she took a picture, or when we would go around mooning people in public. We were fearless and she was only 16 and i was only 6 to 7 years-old. She wore leather and spiked studs all over her cloths. My mom would take us to the leather shop in town to hang around. I would spend hours in there watching people getting pierced, feeling the various different leathers ALL over the shop. My mom would even make us our own leather belts and wristbands :3 Wow those were the good day!! its pretty rad being born a true punk. I might not have as much body modification as i wish but you dont need that to be a fucking son-of-a-bitch punk. Its that fearless ambition in your blood. Its that rowdy behavior. Its that noise inside. Its to never back down and living not just on edge but feeling it all to the fullest. Its the stupid, reckless things we do, not because we are actually that retarded but because we just want to experience things no one else thinks of wanting to experience. Its the revolution we push on, the rebellion in us.......Its not scene or emo or goth, its plain bad ass Punk Rock. You don't have to rock the reckless stunts all the time or be lazy and rude all day to be a punk, its nothing about that. Its about experiencing life against what people tell you and going your own fucking way. Its about not giving a fuck what others think and living your life how you please. You are the only one who truly knows you and whats going on in your head, others can go screw themselves for all you care. In the end you learn what you learn, experience what you experience and that knowledge sticks because its a part of you. In the end you are who you are.
If you consider yourself a true punk and dont agree with any of it.....I DONT GIVE A FUCK!
Now i am thinking of creating my our group on here :3 yup and i was thinking of it quite a long time ago but i needed a good idea and solid motive........now i think i might have one